International supermodel Gigi Hadid has spilled the beans on motherhood that she was fearful of before she giving birth to her daughter Khai.
While in conversation with international media, the 26-year-old model shared she was fearful of taking on the role of a mother during her pregnancy and how she coped with the qualms. “During my pregnancy, I had one journal that I called my good journal and one journal that I called my bad journal,” she said.
“They were not that literal, but one was more for the memories, for Khai. Maybe one day I will give her the bad journal just to be real about it,” she went on to say.
Gigi said that she would write down all about her anxieties and days where she felt like, was she good enough to be a mom. “I didn’t want to feel guilty about feeling those things or writing those things down I just liked the separation,” she continued. Gigi Hadid and Zayn Malik welcomed their first child together, a baby girl named Khai, in September 2020.